22nd February 1998

I've been a real brat lately, I guess it's because I've been getting these really annoying cramps that irritate me a lot and make me snap at everybody. Everything seemed to tick me off today. Like before I took a bath, I noticed that my sister wet the entire bathroom floor. Great. That ticked me off. Then, there was another "discussion" going on at #kci. Seriously, I think our Sundays are cursed because it's the day my friends and I seem to have the most fights.

Well, I can't wait to go to Los Angeles! I know, I haven't taken the elimination round yet but I'm a hundred percent sure that I'll pass. Not that I'm bragging but I need a little something to boost up my self-esteem and I feel better when I think of that.

And there's something else that makes me sure I'll make it to LA. Well, the Manila Children's Choir weren't supposed to go to the States at all because of the stupid dollar so I was a bit surprised to know that we are going to LA. It's like I'm meant to go there. And you know that I'm gonna meet some of my prends, well, it's a fat chance that Casey could meet me. But I said 'fat chance', meaning there is a chance, but a very little one, but still a chance. Maybe the reason we're suddenly going to LA is so that I could meet him. I know what you're thinking, lemme say it for you, "of all the reasons that you're so sure to get to LA, that?". Well, Casey and I think that we really are meant to meet this year and I believe in that. In fact, Casey said that if we can't meet there, we'll probably meet someday somewhere in this lifetime.

Don't I sound too dramatic?