21st January 1998

Okay, so who is this secret crush? There are three guys that my friends know whom I like. One of them is my real real crush. That's my secret crush. And my friends don't know because I like them all as um, friends. So they can't tell who my secret crush is (to my dear prends, if you are reading this and if you're one of my crushes and you have the guts to ask me, ask and I might tell). I don't want anyone to know my secret crush because they'll tease me night and day. Not that I mind, though. ;)

If you're dying to know who this secret crush is, here are a little hints. We've known each other for quite some time. We're friends (of course) and he's a boy (of course) and um, what else? Oh, my crush is cute. ;) And he's very smart. He's fun to be with and very very sweet. And of course, my mum knows, she's the only one who knows, so ask my mum if you wanna know but if she's in the computer, I'm going to keep an eagle's eye on her, to make sure she's not telling anyone who my secret crush is. So asking her is pretty useless too. These hints will just have to do. You're on your own now.

Why am I keeping it a secret? Well, I don't want my crush to know I like him because he probably won't care. And I can write all sorts of stuff about him here so that my crush won't know I'm talking about him! I can say, "I looooooove my secret crush!" without no one knowing (he probably reads my journal, so he won't know it's him either!)! So, I loooooooove my secret crush!!!! I love him to the end of the world!! ;) I might make a page about him and probably a code name but I'll think about it.