23rd January 1998

Today is Friday! Yeah! And today was also the school fair. Let's just say it was kind of, umm, what's the word to describe it? Not so okay? I'm so horrible with words. Anyway, here's how it went. Well, as usual my friends teased me to Corrine. I was so sick and tired of that that I started to agree with whatever they said. I think I've gone too far.

There's this booth that they get a guy and a girl and tie their hands together and walk around the fair. Or if they were really mean, a girl and one of those gays at school. Margie and Erika requested me there and tied me to the worst person imaginable. I think you know who already. The people in charge of the booth grabbed me. I struggled but it was useless. They let me go for awhile to get Corrine. My chance. I ran from there as fast as I could. I hid for awhile then came back out wearing my friend's shades and a cap, to disguise myself a bit. I snuck into the tent where most of my classmates stayed and stayed there for the whole time. Except of course, when I went out to buy cotton candy. One thing leads to another.

My sweet tooth told me I should buy some cotton candy. I bought one and as I was walking to the tent, I ate part of the cotton candy. When I got in, everyone wanted cotton candy! I got so frustrated, I tossed them my whole bag. "Suit yourself," I snapped. I ran out to buy more cotton candy. Once again, I got in the tent. Then this girl named Jan said, "Can I have?" Then I shouted, "What? Didn't you get enough already?" I was mad and I heaved the cotton candy at her. "You can have it. Marry it if you have to."

I'm so mad at my friends! Why can't they understand me? It's pretty obvious that I don't like Corrine and still, they embarass me by teasing me to her! And they are so, so rude. Super rude. And bossy. Erika kept telling me to buy things for her. And I said, "Am I your maid or something? What's wrong with your legs?" Then she said, "They hurt." I sneered. A likely story. "How can they hurt when you haven't walked a single step all day?" A few minutes later, she decided to walk, but she needed me to accompany her!

Hel-lo? Is she turning to an old lady or something? I don't think so but I am! I can practically see the grey hair growing because of my stupid friends! My so called friends!

I am so mad! Boiling mad! Sometimes I wish my Internet friends were real life friends. Then no one would tease me to Corrine or eat all my food or make me their maid for the day. The only reason I hang out with Erika is because I don't have any other good friend at school. I'd hang out with Rachelle but on second thought, forget it!

But then, who cares about them? At least I have good friends. And a soul mate. That's quite enough for me.

I'd better go before I really explode. I hope no one else makes me cross today.