September 11, 1997

I got hurt @ a friend the other day. I won't mention his name but I just gotta say, I feel really bad about it. He apologized to me yesterday but I just wanna be silent for awhile.

But on the other hand, I feel like saying sorry. So just in case he comes here, I guess he can see my apology too:   

I'm sorry I said those things,
I didn't know how much sadness it can bring.
I'm sorry, I was being sensitive,
now I know it was how you were being expressive.

You could have told me what's going on,
you could have told me something that's wrong.
I felt that our friendship was worth nothing,
but look right now how I'm becoming.

At school, I couldn't eat,
When I got called, I just sat in my seat.
I guess that's how you really mean to me,
I shouldn't have opened my big mouth, I'm sorry.

I hope that you'll accept my apology,
if you do, I'd be very happy.
I'm sorry I told everyone about you.
And all that I'm saying here is true.

September 14, 1997

My friend wrote back with a poem too. Apology accepted. :) I think that it was a great poem, even better than mine. Maybe it's because he's also a pretty good writer, I can say so myself. The truth is, I didn't really wanna fight with him, but you know....sometimes it is just too hard to understand a friend if there is no communication. I'm really an angel Q:-)..