date: july 29, 1999
time: 7:31 pm
title: the bees and the birds and the aardvark and the platypi
feeling: fine
ra file of the day: Another Level be alone no more
you're listening to:real audio or my radio
quote for the day: "and here's the happy bounding flea | you cannot tell the he from she | but she can tell and so can he." -roland young
tomorrow's friday! whoo-hoo! at the last minute, i'm not going to the sixpence concert anymore. :( trina's parents changed their minds and decided not to let her go, and i'd look like an idiot if i were to go by myself. therefore, i'm staying home. hopefully, there won't be any choir rehearsals, because i feel like staying on the phone the whole evening. i hadn't talked to my non-school friends in a loooooong time, i kinda miss them already. besides, what good is an extension in my room if i hardly even use it?
i really miss going to places with trina. we always make plans to go to the mall or something, but her parents always change their minds at the last minute. oh well, we're going to the mall next friday--she said her folks let her, but they could always change their minds. hopefully, they won't.
my hair's being good today. just fiddling around with my hair is my pride and joy. i noticed today that my hair turns reddish-brown when it's under the sun. no wonder a lot of kids at school keep asking me if i have my hair highlighted. highlighted hair isn't allowed at school. so is the guys' cut the jocks at school wear, but they aren't reprimanded or anything. they really look like guys--i used to watch them at basketball practice and when i do, i often forget the fact that they are girls and then i go like, "god, that one's cute." don't worry, i'm straight, my mind just slips, that's all.
there are these two girls (actually, it's one girl and one jock) in the senior class who have been going out for two years now. they're seniors right now, and i wonder if what's gonna happen to them when they finally get out of high school. on one hand, they probably broke up already but they don't want the public to know to keep up with their popularity. but i guess that doesn't sound so reasonable since they still drape themselves over each other and everything. on the other hand, people at school go out with each other, but they're not lesbians because the relationship only lasts for about a week. the girl and the jock are probably lesbians and they're going to continue their relationship through college. but i can't be sure that they both are lesbians. maybe the jock had a sex transplant because he looks like a guy in a skirt, or maybe he is a guy in a skirt, but then again, he/she can't be because i see that he/she has boobs.
on yet another hand (now you have three hands, therefore, you are a mutant) the school admin is bound to find out about it before the year ends and they will probably get kicked out. hopefully not! i know it sounds so weenie, but i've been following their relationship like whatever soap opera everyone's watching lately. if anything happens to them, a black cloud would probably surround me and i'd feel upset. i'd be upset, and i don't understand why i'd be. why should i be distressed with their woes? i'm not a senior, they don't know i exist, and yet i'd be upset. because i believe in destiny, i wondered what it is about them that produces such promise, such--i can’t think of a better word--goldenness, and then swift, violent heartbreak. see, the thing about soaps are, part of you wants to see them live happily ever after but part of you doesn't want to, because it's too unrealistic.
whatever.
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