Date: December 12, 1999
Time: 8:15 p.m.
Title: Day one of my one week in hell
Mood/s: lonely
Quote: "I'm not whining, my voice is really like that." -my 6 year old brother


Believe it or not, my little brother made that quote. See, I went shopping with the 'rents and my six-year-old brother, Luijoe, tagged along. He uttered that line when my mom chastised him for whining. Ahh, the crazy things little kids say.

This weekend sucked like hell! I didn't talk to any of my friends over the phone at all. Not Kristel, not Stephen, no one. Basically, I was just stuck at home, studying for the stupid exams that I will most probably fail anyway, and getting scared to death with blackouts, being left at home alone and earthquakes and such. Yes, did I tell you that there was a major earthquake last night? It was so freaky, I swear I thought it was the end of the world. But nothing fell out of shelves, the ceiling didn't crash and here I am, whining and obviously alive. I don't think anyone died. This is what happened. I was in alpha state, you know, when you're half asleep, half awake? Anyway, I was lying flat on my bed, when it started shaking real hard. It reminded me a little of one of those sets in Universal Studios. Since I was floating in and out of consciousness, I wasn't fully aware of my surroundings. I didn't think it was an earthquake at first, I thought I was just dreaming. Then the lights started going on and off, and then I was like, "Oh my God, it's the end of the world!" Finally, it stopped. The lights remained off; it was Friday Night II once again. I got out of bed, ran to my parents bedroom and fell asleep in there, something I hadn't done in a long time.

The freaky things is that friday's night blackout was caused by Jellyfishes that got sucked into the power plant. Imagine 50 truckloads of jellyfishes causing a friday nightmare.

Another pissy thing is that I've got school tomorrow. I hate school, and now I hate it more than ever. Including the principal. She made this stupid rule that we should compile all our quizzes and that parents must see them and sign them on report card day. It's to keep them informed of our performance, she said. What bullsh*t! The next thing I'll know, she's going to require our parents attached to our backs so they could go with us everywhere like a demented shadow. That way, they can be 100% aware of their child's performance. Honestly. I do hope my grades aren't that low; not so my parents won't ground me but because so I could move out of my school to Stephen's school. It doesn't matter that I become a loner in there, as long as they don't have any silly requirements like that.

Speaking of Stephen, I saw him in church today. And this time, I wasn't imagining things or anything like that. He was sitting three rows in front of us and he was with his sister. I wanted to say hi when the mass was over but I lost him among the sea of people and didn't get the chance to talk to him. I dunno, maybe I'll call him up tonight, maybe I'll call somebody tonight.

Sh*t, this week will be soooo sucky. Six days of school plus three days of exams. And people expect me to be bouncing off the walls with joy now that Christmas is near.

I was happy though that Casey and I got to talk a bit longer than most weekdays. Being in different time zones is quite restricting. His week was just as sucky as mine. I wish I were there for him and I could give those stupid racists a flying kick . People who give labels like "asian girl" , "asians","chinese" or "whatever-ethnicity-it-is" in a bad light are definitely racists and deserve a kick in the butt. Geesh, even if you say you aren't racist but you laugh at racist jokes still makes you a racist . Anyway, Casey said some quite interesting stuff about MxPx:

"mxpenis is a "band" that has 3 stupid-azz members who are only in a band to get girls but they identify themeselves as christians, and christian punk and that's just sick - who wants to listen to genesis 433593:39483993 in the middle of a freaking mosh? anybody that named their band after magnified plaid is stupid, plain and simple - hypocrisy used to be EVERYWHERE but punk, but now it is - not that i'm saying mxpx is true punk, because it's not - fat guys who just want some girlie parts."

That's his opinion, not mine. Bash him if you're offended. But honestly, I think Christian punk would be something Martin would listen to. I wonder if he's ever heard of MxPx. Maybe I should give him their CD for Christmas. Nahh, forget it, he's like John, not worth wasting money on.

I gotta go take my shower and get this whole stupid day over with.






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