My sister and I are working on a website about our favorite anime, Tenchi Muyo, so I'll be going around the 'Net looking for some stuff about it when I'm through with this entry. I'll be announcing when the webpage is done. And if I hear any of you go, "Lauryn, you're too old to be watching cartoons", I'll bash your teeth in. No one can ever be too old for anime. It's not exactly a cartoon, actually, it's more of like a form of art. So what if they wear short skirts or if their breasts are a little too big. You won't lose your vision if you see drawings of girls wearing short skirts, will you, unless you're really righteous. Besides, it isn't healthy to act mature 24/7; once in a while, you just have to be childlike (that's different from acting childish).

Tomorrow's the class Christmas party. Nothing much to be excited about, actually. Actually, I'd rather stay home and chill with my neighborhood friends. All my good school friends are in I-J and the party won't be any fun without them. Honestly, I wish I was in I-J, I feel like a floater in I-E since I don't have a single close friend from last year there. I mean, I've got friends in I-E but I don't feel as comfortable with them like my friends in I-J. Life's so not fair. Oh well, a party's a party and I'll try to have fun. We've decided to get rid of the retro theme because we had no idea how to decorate the place. So what we're going to do is we're gonna turn off the lights, cover the windows with black paper, hang up Christmas lights and a disco ball. And there you have it--a disco. Simple, yet it doesn't look so bad.

But what I'm really worried about is not the possibility of me being a wallflower in the party tomorrow. I can always circulate, I'm very good at that. The thing that's been bugging me is this. I'm worried that Michelle, Kristel and the rest of the barkada are annoyed at me without my knowing it. I dunno, ever since I learned that they were mad at Angelica and Denilou and made code names for them, I've began to think about the possibilty about them being mad at me. I think I ask too many questions and can't seem to remember the code names properly, but that's gotta be understandable since I'm in another section. Ugh, I hate it when people aren't honest about what they think about me. I'd be more offended if they were mad at me and they didn't let me know than if they'd say, "Oh Lauryn, I think you ask too many questions."

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

Would you believe MTV Asia made Madonna the Artist of the Millenium? I think there are more worthy artists than her, why couldn't they choose someone else instead? No one can't just name anyone Artist of the Millenium, people have to vote for it! At least they didn't make a boy band the Artist of the Millenium. If they did I would really picket MTV.

I know Casey wasn't advocating abortion and I didn't need Martin to get my point across or make it stronger because that was my own opinion. By the way, I'm neither pro-choice.

Oh well, I have to look for stuff for my Tenchi webpage. See ya.