I guess I'd better make this a bit quick because today is the start of my six days of no schoolwork, and I'm gonna play Final Fantasy VIII (FF8) after this. This week has been da bomb because we didn't get any homework at all. I've decided not to go with Angela to the Ateneo Fair because a) I bet my dad would think I flirted with everyone and b) because I guess I don't feel too comfortable around her. Okay, she's a real nice person but for some weird reason, she and I can't relate, which sucks. She coulda made a good friend though. So I'm going to Dina's place after report cards instead and play Dance Revolution. Dina, me, Trina and Angela plan to hit the mall next Friday (no school, yay!) and show off at Dance Revolution. Too bad there won't be any cute guys, because I think my friends wanna go in the morning and everyone's still at school. Oh well.

This afternoon was da bomb too. I spent some of it with my friends--god, how much I miss them. Why, oh why, did I end up being seperated from them? I missed them so much I was all quiet and moody during my morning classes. Usually, I can be pretty noisy but today, I just sat in my seat and stared into space. Several times, people kept asking if I was okay. And then I'd mutter, "Yeah, I guess so." I wish I was in I-J. Screw the person who assigned us to our sections and separated me from my friends. Anyway, back to my totally terrific afternoon. My friends and I were watching a game of kickball in which CK and Gene were playing. I paid zero attention to Gene and followed CK everywhere with my eyes. Every inch of him was perfect, from the muscular legs to the semi-sweaty face and the adorable dimples that showed every time he smiled. And he was a real good player too. He'd kick the ball so high and so far, it took anyone a long time to catch it. And then he smiled and laughed once again when he made his home run. Ahh, the confessions of a thirteen-year old school girl's crush life. Stop reading if you feel like asking me to wake up to reality already. I know reality, all right: freshmen don't date seniors. Not-so-cute freshmen don't date seniors. Which sucks. Oh CK, one of these days before you graduate, I shall confess to you my feelings for you, for it has been locked and kept in my heart for so long, I am afraid it is about to burst. Shit, is this really me talking? Stop it! Stop iiiiiitttt!

Kristel and I called Kali last night. And she did the stupidest thing ever. See, we code-name ourselves whenever we call Kali because a) Kristel has a crush on him and b) because she let it slip that I had a crush on CK, so now I was in danger too. So Kristel's code name is Kylie and mine is, what else, Daria. Anyway, Kali asked who was calling, and Kristel accidentally said her name. And when she said it, he said something about knowing who she is already. Now, she's feeling a bit depressed cause, "Oh my god, I can't believe he knows who I am already. I wonder what he thinks of me. Does he think I'm pretty? Does he think I look weird? Help!" Is it just me or is everyone having love/other problems these days? Is it just sadness, loneliness or depression? Chris (online) is sad, Kristel is sad, I dunno if Stephen's still sad because of Andrea moving to the USA. Even Vinchi seems sad; he sent me an e-mail saying he had this big problem he had to take care of, and the subject line went like, "Don't ever fall in love with your best friend." God, what is wrong with everyone? Do you know what's wrong? I am clueless myself. But I will always be here for you, no matter what.

I think I'll just run off and play good ol' FF8 before I get depressed.