Date: February 17, 2000
Time: 5:39 p.m.
Title: I kind of liked it when you shyly placed your eyes on me
Listening to: Girl on TV by LFO
Mood: disappointed
Quote:"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us"- Oliver Wendell Homes


I know it sounds weird that I'd be listening to LFO. But that's song has been stuck in my head all day, and I needed to get it out before I go completely crazy. Besides, I kinda like that song. Reminds me a little of you-know-who.

There's this girl in class named Kaye, who's a good friend of Gayle's. I used to think she was a snob until lunch time. My friends in my class and I didn't feel like eating so we decided to stay in the classroom instead. Kaye was in the classroom too and she went and joined us. I thought it would be a good opportunity to get to know her more, so I started talking to her about my crushes on CK and Gene.

"You have a crush on Gene?" Kaye asked.

"Yeah, why not?" I replied.

"Then we should trade houses, then," she told me.

"What for?" I asked.

"Cause Gene lives right across my house," Kaye said.

"No way!" I shrieked.

"Yes way! In fact, I can even look through the window of his bedroom through our balcony," she said with a wicked grin.

I was already starting to like this girl. So we talked a little more about CK and Gene and she goes, "Oh Lauryn? I forgot to tell you, I've got some good news and bad news to you about CK."

"Tell me," I said. "Start with the good news first."

"The good news," she began, "is that CK broke up with Isobel a couple of weeks ago."

My jaw dropped and I nearly had a heart attack. "No kidding?!" I nearly screamed.

"I'm serious," Kaye said.

And then I started freaking out. Jumping up and down all over the room, screaming "I knew, it, I knew it! CK!!! You're mine!!" Then I hugged Kaye and started screaming all over again.

I think I'd better rewind a little. See, yesterday at Enchanted Kingdom, Michelle told me that she thinks that CK and Isobel broke up or had a major fight cause he wasn't with her yesterday, and I couldn't help but agree. I saw the Isobel was with her friends and then CK was with Gene, his girlfriend and this other junior, Sam. Michelle is so observant, I love her forever. Anyway, I'm so glad CK broke up with Isobel already. I absolutely can't stand that smug look on Isobel's face whenever she's with CK cause it's like she's making me jealous or something. I know I still don't have a chance with CK, as he is a senior and I'm a freshman and we're worlds apart. But I'm finally glad to be rid of that bitch. It was a good thing that no one else except my close friends were in the room to see me freak out, or else I'd have totally embarassed myself.

"So what's the bad news?" I asked when I finally calmed down.

"The bad news is, CK's courting Sam," Kaye said a little regretfully.

That wiped the happy-go-lucky smile off my face. It also ripped my heart to pieces. "Noooooo!!!!" I moaned. "It can't be! He can't be courting Sam! I won't believe it!"

"Well, you'd better," Kaye said.

At that point, I ran to the I-J classroom to tell my friends about it. They comforted me about it and helped convince me that Sam wouldn't irritate me as much as Isobel would because Sam is more humble. Humble-shmumble. Oh well, it's not like I would've asked him out anyway. Then Michelle goes, "Just think about it, Lauryn. If CK became your boyfriend right now, he'd break your heart anyway cause he'll be leaving in less than a month." As usual, Michelle was right. Thanking my friends, I walked slowly back to my classroom. CK and Sam? I don't believe this.

My sister wasn't back from her field trip when I got out from school so I begged my mom to take me to Starbucks cause it was hot in the car and I was getting bored. I sure am glad we went cause I saw CK in there with his sister who's a junior, her friends, CK's friends and Sam. CK and Sam were flirting a little with each other and I can't help but agree with my friends. Sam didn't irritate me as much as Isobel did; in fact, I'm glad she and CK are gonna go out with each other now.

I got the pictures today, and man, the pictures of CK suck like anything! Not only was the picture of CK and Gene exposed, but CK looks a bit like a moron in his solo. And my mortal enemy, Jojo, was sticking her tongue out at the camera in the background, so I'm not scanning it lest my computer blows up. Life is so not fair! CK will be gone from my life in less than a month and I can't even get any decent pictures of him! I uploaded the photos of our field trip but email me of you want to see them.

There was some horny bastard who IMed me saying he wanted to do it on the phone and I'm like, "I don't do dogs." (Mark told me to say that ) But he kept begging and said he'd only call once so I'm like "Fine." This is what I did: I gave him a wrong number and told him to look for Tomoe (my real name's too risky). Then I blocked him. I hope something really embarassing happens to him. Serves him right for asking me, of all people.


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