I woke up twice today. The first one because my bratty little brother was jumping on my bed. He should thank his lucky stars that I was too sleepy to bonk him in the head. Second, was because a plane went over our house. Okay, that isn't unusual but this one was so loud, I practically jumped off the bed in shock. I thought it meant like, war or something, and that's why I freaked out. And then when I went to the kitchen, I saw french fries on the table but we didn't have ketchup or iodized salt. So I was forced to eat the french fries in their blandness. I believe that a bad start means a bad day. I was not far from wrong.

Casey's really freaking out and getting defensive and shit about my journal entry yesterday. Now it's my turn to freak out at him! This is his entry. He says "How gross to see a former friend believe something so sickly untrue." First of all, I said, "Let's just assume that everything is correct for the sake of a journal entry." I did not say, "What Mark said was true, therefore warfare must begin." See the big difference? WHAT I MEANT WITH THAT ENTRY YESTERDAY WAS, I'LL JUST ASSUME THAT MARK WAS CORRECT SO I WOULD HAVE SOMETHING TO WRITE! People, I'll give you a tip: when you read journal entries, read EVERY SINGLE GODDAMN WORD because they're there for a reason. Miss out one word and the whole idea changes. Get me?

He did too vanish because there has been a person harassing him. I mean, you wouldn't exactly call it a coincidence that he disappeared the day someone's been writing psycho guestbook entries in his site and in everyone else's webpages under his name. And he said something about "never saying mean stuff to his friends." Umm, can we have a redefinition of terms here, please? Oh, I'm sure Casey's really good and kind to all his friends, especially ME because of that beautiful way he ended our friendship--with a lot of cussing and everything. Do I have to spell out all the cuss words ? What shit. No, Casey would easily get a job at the tabloids because I don't give a damn to celebrities or what shit. And even though I hate celebrities, I don't want to spend an eternity making lies about them. No, that's Casey's job because he loves to screw facts, to twist it around until it appears that he's good and everyone else is bad.

I refuse to let him ruin my day. What's done is done, why am I still arguing about this? I think it's on impulse; all this casey crap lowers my IQ by 50 points enabling me to act and think like a two-year old. You are telling me to grow up . Look at yourself first before you advise others. Who is the one who dumped 2 best friends in a period of 2 months? After you dumped me, all the mad rage started which had a chain reaction with your other net friends and finally included Mark of all people. If you were that smart, ask yourself: why are you getting all this harassment from unseen forces that even your friends and ex-friends get dragged into?

I hope you get on with your life and start being the sweet, kind Casey I 've known for almost 3 years (or an even better Casey ) . His attitude this past 5 months gives me reason to believe that he has a bit more growing up to do. And with that, I have spoken and rest my case.

P.S. By the way, I'm 13 years old not a 12 year old ! Casey has to drag whoever that Heather is to make it appear that Mark is sucking up to me. In fairness to Mark, I offered the kcizone.com subdomain to all my friends way back in March when the domain was new. Mark took this offer only this August until such time he finds someone who can share a domain with him. Well, right now , the kcizone is accepting space for those interested. Just email me