Hi. Turns out we're not going to the beach after all. Something came up with my dad's work, and he cancelled the whole thing. Today was a bit boring--I did nothing but study and watch TV. Then I went to math tutor with Stephen and things became less boring. He was talking so much that our tutor finally gave up on him and said, "Okay, let's just study another day."

Anyway, I'm really pissed at my phone, the one that can make three-way calls. I was talking to Stephen, then we decided to three-way Alex. So I dialed her number and then the stupid phone hung up on them. Grr, I hope Alex didn't think I hung up on her on purpose. I'll call her tomorrow anyways.

Guess what color my nails are now: green. I used to hate green but yesterday, I spotted a bottle of green (it's yellow-green, actually) nail polish sitting on my dresser. So I tried it on and it looked cool. Anyway, I decided to wear a different color on my nails each day till my one-week "vacation" ends. Since we're not allowed to wear nail polish at school (stupid rule), I thought that this would be the perfect time to use them. So here I am. I think I'm going to try blue tomorrow. No wait, I'll do pink tomorrow and on Friday, I'll wear blue. I have another bottle of blue nail polish that I haven't used yet, and Friday will be the perfect time to wear it. God, I'm being so insensitive; here I am worrying about nail polish and there are tens of thousands of people starving all over the world. Remind me afterwards to wear a t-shirt with the picture of an endangered species on it to compensate for my guilt.

You will not believe this, but I am actually loveless/crushless right now. I dunno, ever since I started hanging out with Stephen and his friends, I totally changed. No longer am I the freaky teenybopper who goes nuts with every cute guy that go my direction. With each day that goes by, guys and looking for love seems less and less important to me. After much thought, I decided that the reason why I was so gaga over cute guys was because I didn't have any close guy friends (offline). Now that I'm in a whole new group, I began to look at life in another angle. My first love left. Love really does suck, and why have a boyfriend when having a guy friend is a million times better? How much I've changed is kind of hard to explain, but anyway, I can assure you with this: you will not hear me ranting about that cute guy I saw in the mall for a long, long time. Promise.

Two more days till the launching of Jessica Zafra's new book (Twisted IV)! I lent Stephen one of my Jessica Zafra books today and it sure was painful to part with it. I have never lent any of my Jessica Zafra books to my friends before because I didn't think they had the right amount of intelligence required to understand it. When I was telling Stephen about the JZ book launching, he didn't know who Jessica Zafra was and thought that she was a foreigner who wrote love stories. Gag. Okay, I admit, I used to read romantic stuff, but that was like, a long time ago. So I lent him one of her books--so he would know that I wasn't like other girly-girls who are slaves to romantic novels.

I can't wait for Friday! We're going to play Dance Revolution in my place--again--but this time, there's gonna be like, seven of us, including me: Stephen, Alex, Chris, John (?), Irene (a friend of Stephen's and Alex's) and Lendel (this guy we want to get to know because we think he's cool). I hope Dad's not home, it's gonna be a bit noisy.