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Date: December 1, 1999 Time: 9:04 p.m. Title: She's got issues Mood/s: relieved Quote: "Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great." -Mark Twain I had some homework to do so that's why I'm updating an hour late. Yikes. I'm a very "routine" person, so forgive me. I'll just make this fast if I want to read Theo's Odessey ( by Catherine Clement) tonight--I love that book so much. Well, I didn't get into much trouble with the Dean of Discipline today. Actually, I was more afraid that she'd tell me to cut my nails or stop wearing my heeled school shoes than getting kicked out. At least I'll be able to wear those shoes or keep my nails long in another school. Anyway, she just gave Nikki and me a lecture, and left us with a warning. She says if we do it again, she'll definitely charge us for cutting classes. Whew! Safe--for now. I'm downloading MP3's right now. The sucky thing about MP3 is that you can't get older songs. But that's okay, I guess. It's better than nothing. Blink182's CD is on my wish list (hint, hint). Stephen wasn't at math tutor today, but Alex was. That was okay, cause Alex is quiet when she studies. I don't think I would've been able to accomplish anything with Stephen and Alex there at the same time. And I really needed to be taught today because I was having a little problem with Algebra. But I'm okay now. Martin's definitely wrong about popular people. Sure, they can be real snobby sometimes but when you get to talk to them, they're actually nice. I sat with these two popular girls at Lab today, and I had a lot of fun talking to them. It was all girly stuff about boyfriends and things like that, but I didn't mind. I even got to talk to them about my crushes. I dunno, I think I'm becoming more girly these days. I still don't have that urge to starve myself so I could look good in tank tops and miniskirts, but I'm thinking of getting lipstick. Scary, huh. I'm kind of beginning to like pop music. Like Mariah Carey and Jennifer Lopez. My classmates were playing Heartbreaker in the radio and I was actually singing along to it. At at math tutor today, I was humming Jennifer Lopez's song, I forgot what it was. It's so weird. But I think alternative is still da bomb, so no need to worry. And I'm still anti-boy band. I have to take my shower. I think I'll just leave the computer on and let my MP3s download peacefully. Good night, my love. Before you go, here's this survey thingie if you want to know more about me . This was sent to me by Mark T and I sent this to almost everyone I know. Full name: lauryn Nickname: fuuko Age: 13 Sex: female Location: makati, metro manila Any past School: miriam college High School Enemies: i guess i could include john kim, but he's a sixth-grade baby. Crush: yikes, this is hard. i don't have any real crushes but i find bunny really cute. Are you in a good mood or bad mood: a good mood, i gues Hair color: dark brown Eye color: dark brown. my friends and i are thinking of getting colored contact lenses. if i get any, i want it to be violet. Describe your flaws: too braggy. too shy. too paranoid. too many pimples. Hairstyle: shoulder-legnth layered hair with banks. think rhinoa (that's her name, i think) of FF8 Height: 4'11 or 5 feet. just to let you have an idea of how short i am, my twelve-year old sister is taller than me. Glasses or no: yeah, but sometimes i wear contact lenses. Braces or no: used to, but now im wearing retainers Freckles or no: no. piercings/Tattoos: my ears are pierced, and i wear temporary tattoos Kind of clothes you wear: shorts, hooded tops, baggy jeans, skechers, nike sandals Jewelry: i never go anywhere without my floating pearl necklace Kind of Makeup you wear: nude lipstick and face powder Shampoo you use: ivory Do you think you're good looking, bad looking, or average: average Your favorite body part: my eyes Do you think you're a good person or a bad person: i'm neither good nor bad; i'm nasty! Favorite Color: dark-denim blue or purple Type of music: rock, alternative, r&b, sometimes oldies Relative: i like 'em all Food: good question! i looooooove japanese food, chinese food, vietnamese food and italian food. Drink: (alcoholic): i don't drink (non-alcoholic): coke, fruit juices Party place: i dont really like to party that much. Place to shop: glorietta Quality in the opposite sex: i will adore a guy who won't treat me differently just because i'm a girl. Sport: i dont play Cereal: Movies: i dunno, but at the moment, i can relate to teaching mrs. tingle Book: sophie's world by joestin gaarder. im currently reading theo's odessey by Catherine Clement and i like it very much. Subject in school: english Person to tell your problems to: stephen, alex, sometimes mom Person to talk on the phone with: stephen, alex, kristel Have you ever.. Had sex?: err, no. Macked on someone of the same sex? negative Eaten a bug a bug?: nope Drink pee?: nah Dance around naked?: no Lied about your bra/jock strap size? heck, i dont even know what size i am Worn undergarments belonging to someone of the opposite sex? sorry Gotten drunk?: no, i hate the taste of alcohol Gotten high?: Run away from cops?: i've never had to Followed your crush around?: following my crush around is putting it lightly. its more like stalking him, actually... Eaten crayons?: no, have you? Held a gun?: scary, no Seriously injured someone?: once, i broke the heart of someone.... Serioulsy injured yourself purposely?: no Broken a mirror?: yeah. Last time you... Went to a dance?: i dont go to dances Danced at home?: i dont dance Sang aloud?: an hour ago, in the shower Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?: never had one Ate a pickle?: last saturday at mcdonald's. chris didnt want his pickles so i ate it for him Threw something?: this morning, i was looking for something in my closet, and i had to throw a few things in the process. yah, i think that counts. Screamed?: friday, two weeks ago, when i learned my friends made it in the school play Got angry?: yesterday, when i found out i got in trouble for "cutting classes" Watched a cartoon?: two hours ago. it was an anime, actually Brushed your teeth?: sometime late this afternoon Played outside?: depends on what you mean by played Brushed your hair?: a minute ago Had a heartfelt conversation with someone?: can't remember Did something you really enjoyed?: last saturday. i went to the mall! Fell in love?: are you kidding? i am *always* in love Have a pager? don't have one Have a cell phone?: i have a 'phone Have a fax machine?: don't have one. Have a laptop: that would be fun Have money in your pocket right now?: im wearing a nightshirt and it doesnt have pockets Have clothes on right now?: read answer above Have a mental disease?: not that i know of Lie to people to make them think well of you: yeah, last saturday evening, when i was chatting. i tell everyone that im fourteen instead of thirteen See a psychiatrist?: no Have behavioral problems? no. Wet the bed?: yeah, when i was a kid Have a car?: that would be cool Like yourself?: whenever i win a fight or an argument, i feel like marrying myself Have self esteem problems?: see above. Overreact?: depends. End stuff?: i dont end stuff. Who sent this to you?: mark Do you like him/her?: yeah, hes pretty cool Are they nice?: who's they? Who do you think isn't going to fill this survey out: i have no idea. 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